Instafamous, Atisha Khan berkongsi detik saat dia terpaksa hadapi kehilangan datuknya seorang diri sewaktu melanjutkan pengajiannya di luar negara.

Dia yang juga merupakan adik kepada pelakon dan pengacara Neelofa mengakui dia tidak pernah kehilangan ahli keluarga dan tidak tahu bagaimana untuk menghadapinya seorag diri di negara asing.

“Saya tak tahu jika korang semua tahu tapi saya kehilangan datuk saya baru-baru ini. Saya tak perna hilang sesiapa yang dekat dengan sasya apatah lagi ahli keluarga, tak tahu bagaimana nak menghadapinya.

“Bukanlah bermakna jika ia akan jadi lebih mudah jika dah laluinya untuk kali kedua atau ketiga, ia tak pernah mudah cuma saya tak pernah hilang sesiapa.

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“Saya tak tahu macam mana nak hadapi rasa kehilangan ii, saya seorang diri kat sini, saya tiada ahli keluarga kat sini dan saya tak boleh balik sebab terikat dengan komitmen belajar di sini.

“Sejujurnya, saya rasa lebih baik apabila saya ‘post’ sesuatu di laman meda sosial, ramia sangat diantara kamu yang sangat baik dan memberikan kata-kata semangat kepada saya.

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“Apa yang korang semua cakap membuat saya rasa lebih baik,” katanya.

Atisha berkongsi perasaannya itu di dalam vlognya, baru-baru ini.

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Sebelum ini, datuknya, Noor Mohamed meninggal dunia jam 11.20 malam di sebuah hospital di Kota Baru, Kelantan. Allahyarham meninggal dunia pada usia 83 tahun.

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my Abah, You’ve led a beautiful life through kindness. You have a heart of gold and you teach us all to be kind. You’ve led your life everyday through pure genuineness so rightfully, everyone loves you. You touch the hearts of everyone you meet, I want to be like you. I always have. You showed me the joy of being close to God and I’ll always hear you when I hear your favourite Quran verses being recited. I’ll hear your voice. You’re my example of what kindness means and what it can do to the people around you. You taught me that family brings us strength. I could see how you would light up more and more as more and more of us, your family, are around you. You showed me the value of family. Thank you. I didn’t get to say goodbye next to you like the rest did but I said goodbye from where I am. I wish you could hear me say sorry for anything I’ve done or said which wasn’t right, or if there’s anything I didn’t do when I should have. Adjusting to not having you when I go back to Kelantan, when I walk into your shop and seeing the spot you’re always at, arriving home to see you sat at your favourite part of the house, on your favourite part of the sofa, it’s going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I’m now no longer able to see you and call you when I want to. I didn’t get to send you off although I always thought I would be able to, but it’s alright. You’ll get to rest now, free from any pain. You’re back with your brothers, your parents, Uncle Ray, Mohamed Firdaus and so many others and I’m more than alright with that. I’ll miss your smile, laugh, jokes and just your presence more than I already do. Rest well now ♥️ Hj Noor Mohamed, I love you. al-Fatihah

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